I want to live like Gogh


Every time I see the happiness of others, I feel ironic about myself. There are many moments when I feel so sorry for myself. I have to worry about what to believe and act in situations where you can not get results. Certainly now my mind is in a decentralized situation. I thought that mental pain amelioration was to set a solid rule. I would like to avoid loss within the expected range but I can not get a return if I do not take risks. Everyone has to play a game commensurate with their own talents and abilities. There are a lot of moments when you think about what a life-threatening trait is. If you do not find a definition, you will continue to lose the game. I feel that the end of a greedy human being who will fight at high risk is quite disastrous. I am aware that I should not be jealous of what I have learned alone. Conditions that take high risk have proven. People feel there is a time when they have to admit losing I guess. Don’t be fooled by the greedist theory of mind. I think that I will try to play after setting in advance. I thought that I could only attend seminars to learn methods and know-how, and I realized that I could not learn by myself alone. I think it is important to learn directly from the successful people and I need the existence of a teacher now. I’m wondering if the phenomenon that the opposite result of one’s expectation comes out will occur. I think that it is the cause of my belief even though I have no right answer in my life. The outcome of life is either winning or losing, with 50% chance of winning. It will always be the point where you decide the breakpoint, and you have to decide the entrance and exit. I think it’s important to decide the implicit rules first and then play. What do you think of God constantly monitoring each and every human being? I think that I will go and judge various aspects properly while living my life. Perhaps human beings are drawing resistance in somewhere and trying to go against their destiny. I think my situation is now in a downtrend in life. It is natural that I would like to change to the uptrend phase anyway in the difficult situation. In a phase where the range is effective It would be correct to keep the rule of not.


Law of causality


The work of Gogh, who had planted, made his own success. Others do not sow because there is no 100% fruit immediately after sowing. I think that Van Gogh did not keep drawing for the future. I think that we must surely give seeds that produce fruits. I do not feel at all attractive to living elegantly but need assets. I thought about a simple theory of sowing seeds to harvest. Taking advantage when it comes to emotions. Emotionism is unnecessary in a society made up of complex system thinking. I can understand from the life of Van Gogh the theory that even if I keep losing, I should win in the end. I think I have to keep my stance in the middle of wanting to end up in good condition. I think that I always have to check what my market is now. In a sense, I realize that Gogh has made a long-term investment. I think that I can not win a big victory by giving up several times. There is no choice but to have a rising or falling trend of spirit after the state of the spirit in range. I regret that I was obsessed with doing meaningless losscuts. I think I have to think carefully about the balance between risk and return. In order to be absolutely successful you have to accept the hardships and it is important to make sleep a friend. Many times I have my own philosophy in mind. I believe I can switch to the winning trend if I draw repeatedly. Don’t minimize your initial investment against your goals and you have to try again and again. It is important to continue losing and acquire failure immunity, and encourages the success of the first person. Do not make irrevocable failure absolutely and judgment errors are dangerous. There is no need for uninsured challenges and there is no need to keep everyone cool. In short, it is important to have a degree of failure and repeat minor failures.


A few years ago I realized that technology will last for a lifetime


I have no choice but to work hard but everyday I’m only bad luck


Recently, I have been badly hit by a job interviewer at several companies and I have chosen a PC purchaser by mistake. I will not waste my previous efforts, and I may not be able to do the work of hope. We are aware of the fact that things do not go well if we try to climb up from the bottom of society. Everyone knows that it’s frustrating to be unrealistic but reality is real. I think I’m going to be desperate, but I’m going to pursue a cause by self-analysis firmly. Everyone is looking forward to life, and I am watching comedy shows and document shows to encourage myself. The presence of a businessman who lives desperately with broken relationships is encouraging for me and accepting mistakes. I want to find something like hope in the pressure of having to decide on a job for the rest of the month. It was mentally difficult, so I took a shower and refreshed my mind and made my heart calm. Anyway, I believe that something starts with rethinking the feeling of trying to solve the real problem as soon as possible. Now my life’s task is that I want to carry out economic activities and charity smoothly. I think that time is more important than money, and I have to make a choice that suits my height. After all the last human beings are all dead and I think I should definitely go in the direction I want to go. Recently I have gained knowledge of stocks and currency trading to gain business skills every morning. I have no doubt that my options are limited if I calculate my age from old age. I am convinced that I can not succeed forever unless I apply the lessons I learned after failing to the next challenge. People try to escape from various real problems, but I think that’s not very good. I am job hunting now and have no income, but I pay National Pension premiums, National Health Insurance fee, municipal tax, rent and utility charges. It is only natural to try to pay what you have to pay firmly, and I will not run away from reality. I’m in a frustration now, but I’m going to a job interview tomorrow in the morning again. I may not be able to do an honest video editing job, but I think it is better to move to a different potential. I do not mind doing a more restrictive life, I want to continue trying and do not give up overseas expansion. For me it is a daily routine to update blog posts daily and I am happy to write articles and to be happy. I also do research on subscription rates, but I basically don’t want many people to read my blog. It is not bad to keep doing something you like as a hobby even if you can’t just do things that can be fun. I have broken various important human relationships in order to get something and there is no one who regrets there. If I analyze the cause of being rejected in the interview myself, the cause may be inspiration. I have a doubt that I think it is reasonable to be a person who is unsuitable for group life and group activities, and I have to do economic activities alone. A few months ago I watched a document show called Winter of America. It was a program that introduced the appearance of an American family suffering from a needy life, and felt very close to the American. Homeless lives in cities around the world and I have a good look at the Youtube channel that interviews homeless. To study the important thing of asset management now is to protect oneself. I think it is difficult to accept the fact that there is only one who can rely on in a capitalist society.


After all, everyone is doing their best to care for themselves


It’s not good to complain about things that are made up of logic, and everyone needs to be a theorist. I think that my job failure story is a story without a big deal. The youngsters who are studying acting while being waitresses aiming for a Hollywood star also fail in the cast Audition. I can imagine a big dream and a frustration of being disappointed in a skyscraper. It was about the last year that I knew that the stability intention that the general public thinks is not stability intention. Even if I know the precondition that if I try, I will never fail I will be shocked and disappointed if I fail. We will fail if we try, but we will never fail if we try but we will never succeed. I remembered that someone said that it was important to drink and forget to drink if you failed. There is one who is trying to encourage the depressed one and raise the motivation again. Life is ups and downs with a wavy line graph that there are times when it is strong and when things are upset. I think it is important to always have a strong spirit under the condition that there is no 100% win rate. Anyway, attitude and positive behavior that try to stand up several times is the best.

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